learning to trust

I wrote this on my jove about two weeks ago. It pays off to trust God. For shizzle. =)

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.soundtrack: "trust" by kristene mueller.


Trusting is not easy. I have come to realize recently that trusting is completely letting go. You aren’t allowed to hold on to anything at all if you trust. You have to let go. And no matter how many times God has asked you to trust Him, He will always ask it of you again.

I don’t want to let go. I want to figure it all out on my own. I want to weigh out the pros & cons. I want so badly to be in control of the future. At least to know what will happen in the end would be nice. To let go completely and to not know what will happen is so scary. I could be losing it all.

But I don’t care. I’m pushing all my chips in with God. I know He is the only one who can be completely trusted like this. He has the best in mind. Whatever He asks of me I will do it.

Then I wouldn’t be trusting God, huh?

"all that's in my head is in Your hands."

.:switchfoot:.